DEAR DAD!

Hello everyone, I'm Marium and this is my first blog ever, recently I figured that writing is one of the best ways to express your feelings. So my first blog is dedicated to my DAD. 

Dear DAD, its been so long that you've left me and not that I complain of but I really do miss you, nothings been exactly the same since you left us and its been almost 2 years now, and I've been dealing with a lot and I do miss you... 

OH so sorry forgot to tell you guys my dad had prostate cancer last stage, he sure was a fighter. Fought with the disease for 2 whole years and never complaint about it 💓. 

I believe when a daughter says that her DAD is a superhero she's not all wrong because somehow dad's figure out that when we need them, we need them to be there as a shoulder to cry on, we need them to be there when we just need to hug it out and laugh WE NEED THEM. And somehow whenever I needed my dad he was always right next to me to make me laugh, to annoy me, to talk to me, or to even tell me that how do I look after getting dressed up. BUT I never thought that I won't be having him right next to me forever... I never thought that I'll be throwing my graduation cap high up in the sky without him next to me, or walking down the aisle holding his hand, his eyes filled with tears and telling me in my ear how beautiful I look. I'll have to do all that alone without you being here DAD... the more I keep writing about it my eyes get all watery and my hands get numb. I remember talking to him about so many uncountable silly things, turning to him when getting bullied in school, asking him to pick me up on odd timings from my work and the list is pretty long. but he never considered this as a burden. He knew that I'm the emotional kid in the family and the youngest one too so he always told me that if anyone tries to bring you down for you being emotional or sad or not being able to give your best in any relationship that person is not worth staying with. 

Not sure how many of you girls or boys out there can relate to me but a FUN FACT I started wearing my dad's clothes. One day Mum and I were cleaning his closet and I found some clothes that I thought ill keep with me I just thought it'll just make me feel closer to him but for real when I tried those out  I started loving wearing his clothes they were just a perfect fit for me. 

I'll always miss you no matter what all these NewYears, birthdays, happy days sad days are just incomplete without you, I'm incomplete without you, each day, hour, min even second that I didn't spend time with you is now I regret. I know you are in a far better and happy place now away from all the pain and sorrows just know how much I love you and I miss you. you were and will always be my NO.1 MAN. thankyou for showing me how to raise daughters perfectly, because whatever I am today is because of you. 

To all the DADS out there you are our superheros, your daughters are incomplete without you. 

And to all the daughters out there love your DADS for every second that he has loved you, protect you cared for you.